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More Light

by Evan Holmes

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1.
More Light 05:36
It took us awhile But I’d say we’ve done alright We learned how to listen Really listen, while we try To sort out every mistake And every call that we made The troubled sounds in my head Whispered to you instead I’m trying to show you All the boys I’ve been before The kid and the traveler, the romantic left at the door And every hesitant note Of every song that I wrote Just won’t make any sense Once you’re holding my hand And I don’t know about you But everything I do And everything I see Brings more light to me Let’s keep it confusing Start a family, make a home When every illusion of success has left me alone To take the world as it comes The melodies that it hums And things you tell me about And things we’ll still figure out And even when we don’t Love will guide us on I won’t have to know I trust the wind to blow
2.
Pillars 03:48
Most days my history haunts me My memories stand like stones Like pillars pushing up the Heavy ceilings of my home Why spend the day deciding The way a song should sound? Why let my worries ride on The friends that I have found Who sing to me In a welcome tone Whose voices ring When I’ve lost my own Fragmented, filtered visions A generation learned to see The confusion of creation Presented understandably The mystery Of a troubled mind I still believe Is too hard to find How many lonesome verses Has my heart memorized Yet I’m still filled with longing By songs that recognize That sweet decay Of a lover’s touch When I’m listening I’m not writing much
3.
Grey skies Holding the city still Headlights Glow on the windowsill Gold leaves lining the boulevard Faintly Following every car Lilting up and landing on the lawn Every house with every porch light on Like the kinds of towns we sing about The kind we start to doubt Someday When we've thought it through I’ll move To a brand new place with you Who knows? Maybe the desert will call our name Small house Outside Santa Fe Every constellation we could name Would our lives be more or less the same? Would we miss the rhythm of the street? A heart with a million beats?
4.
Maybe we’re set from the start We already know who we are Maybe we learn to forget The tunes that we haven’t learned yet People had problems before They learned how to rock and roll They’d probably be dead anyway They just happened to learn how to play If you’re gonna be by friend We should talk about it If you’re gonna show me how We should talk about it We’re surrounding ourselves With the stories we tell ‘Til we sort of collide with the truth We invented the lives that we use If you’re gonna share my love We should talk about it If you’re gonna hold my heart We should talk about it
5.
Buttons 03:37
I was calling you All the bells were ringing Over everything Like they’re supposed to do I didn’t have the time The buttons on my wrists were Tight and double-tied Like a fine-looking man Even in a cloud When we are descending Even in a cloud I’m stabbed with clarity And everything I’d found Rounded-out and sanded To smooth and finished stone I lay it out for you One thing leads to another We invented a language to say All of these things to each other Now I miss you an ocean away
6.
Sometimes I just feel so low Heartless, homesick I don’t know If I’m where I’m supposed to stay Playing parts I’m born to play My words just breathe the love I sing My mind makes sense of everything And years of time become a blur I just get so familiar Stay so young and find new friends Read the best bits, skip the end Find some whole new place to be Move away courageously Towards the shiny openings Of every brand new company Claiming to know all your needs To pull you high above the weeds Sometimes I just hear my call I just cut right through it all I should write these moments down Maybe then they’d hang around And maybe smile Joyfully As all my plans come back to me Adjusted for reality For all the light I’ve learned to see I just get by so painlessly
7.
New 04:34
It doesn’t matter how I feel You’re carrying the thought I propose ideas And let ‘em go Like I was a kid Teasing the trail I was taking Afraid to be aching For anything From Kingman to Baton Rouge I never knew anybody like you Following through Believing In every little thing I do I don’t mean to be dishonest to you Oh, to be new In love again I’m happier Trying a little bit harder To live like we wanted Looking in And I won’t let you down I might make the same mistake twice But I won’t let you down Anymore From Illinois to Ohio I didn’t really want you to know Oh, that my hands Are shaking still I’m not too proud A whisper into a crowd Oh, to be blue In love again
8.
When we Both 02:58
When we both turn 32 And I think I’m over you Maybe we’ll have made amends Take each other back again When we both are 43 And you’re not surprised by me I would put the kids to bed Read a book to you instead Feel you breathing When we both turn 65 And we spend our time outside In the garden that you made Pick tomatoes in the shade I’d really like to I think it would do
9.
Savages 03:34
I didn’t mean to lose a friend How good to hear from you again We never write Our travels all are done And everyone who came around And stayed and made a thunderous sound Who learned the chords And found a harmony I know I kind of owe to you At least you made me open to The joyfulness Of tossing out the plans To understand Like savages Our independence vanishes The room just glows And I just hear you sing And think of what the years may see Whole new kinds of family And hopefully We’ll just learn the parts

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More Light is the first collection of solo recordings from Chicago-based songwriter and guitarist Evan Holmes. Recorded in a single evening session at Logan Square's Foxhall Studio, these songs recount Holmes' marriage, travel, and changing relationships with family and collaborators over the last year.

While the evocative imagery and reliable melodies of the work conjure a sense of midwestern universality, these close-mic'd recordings maintain a wooden intimacy, an ear pressed against the back of a favorite old guitar, swimming in the overtones. More Light is composed completely of live, first-take performances-- more a living room song-share than a polished album, with all the imperfect, buzzing warmth that comes with the territory.

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released October 15, 2016

Recorded at Foxhall Studio, Chicago, IL.
Guitar and Vocals by Evan Holmes
Engineered by Dorian Gehring

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More Light is the first collection of solo recordings from Chicago-based songwriter and guitarist Evan Holmes. Recorded live at Logan Square's Foxhall Studio, these songs recount Holmes' marriage, travel, and changing relationships with family and collaborators over the last year. There's a wooden intimacy here, an ear pressed against the back of a favorite old guitar, swimming in the overtones. ... more

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